These 2 days, I have been bothered by recent incident about my son and his request. I feel sad, because I unable to achieve what he is asking for. In the end, he accepted 2nd option.. which is ..

Yesterday, we went to Tesco Kulai. He is an ultraman fanatic. Actually both sons are also the same. They found some of their best ultraman favorites. Looking at the price tag, .. sorry I can’t afford it.. and I also know if I buy 1 surely my other son will want as well.

My eldest son, wanted 1 of the Ultraman figure, I look at the price tag , wow 30 bucks… for a small toy .. smaller than the size of my palm… both wanted the same thing,.. it will be 60 bucks.. and I know they treasure it for 1 or few days and it will ended up a broken figure. But that’s not the point,..

I scour for the cheaper version .. and found a 5 bucks figure and the size is bigger… but that’s not what he wanted. However, I was saying how nice the thing is and saying how big it is finally he accepted the 2nd option.

I don’t know.. I feel dejected by the incident.. I feel I can’t afford the 30 bucks version and I felt I am a failure. I hope this story can spur me to do more and earn more for my kids, as I don’t want to settle for 2nd best for my kids.