I am thinking about what happened to me recently and about the incident couple months ago. Then I remember my brother told me that he has dream all the time, infact everyday.
Few months ago, I listened to a soundwave , it’s kinda weird sound, and the description of it said, it can induce brainwave of alpha, beta and theta level. This different types of wave will cause brain to behave strangely like what it did to me. After listening to it for like an hour or more, I was asleep, and in the sleep I was dreaming. I think I got document some of them in here. But that’s not what I want to bring out here.
The following day, I did not listen to it already, as it’s kinda weird, but the dreams are keep coming back. Each can be the continuation or another new dream. And it keep happening for a week. Now, last 2 days, I had another soundwave, almost similar, and last 2 days I had dreams, and I think I will have it tonight and few day ahead. So, by knowing that you will have dream, there is high chance that you will be able to get hold of the dream. Meaning that I can control the dream. I can do what I want since it’s a dream.
I found information about controlling dreams and one of it is call lucid dream. I will get more information about this, but meanwhile, I think I know the reason for me keep having dreams is because of the brainwave. Maybe at different level will have different effects I don’t know. I’m not sure which level I was in, was it alpha? beta or theta?
My kid is my pivotal role in my drive towards my goal, but he fell sick last evening. He had fever and initially I gave him the medicine but it seems like only able to withstand for 3 hours and his fever returned.
I brought him to see the doctor, and it’s inevitable he needs to take antibiotics because his fever was 40 degrees, and the tonsils was swollen. So all the effort to build the good intestine gone down the drain as the antibiotics will sweep the virus and bacteria clean whether friendly or not.
He will need to start all over again to build the friendly bacteria.
In this experience, I realized combination of not taking the chlorophyll supplement in the morning and my parent-in-law took him to KFC for the fried chicken meal caused the fever.
Anyway, he is already on the road to recovery and I just have an advice, need to take action quickly, my son was like 37.8 yesterday and in 30 minutes it rose to 40… so, it’s a must to act quickly..
Jasper Schuringa is an instant hero. He was the person who stopped the terrorist from blowing up the flight 253.
Cannot imagine what could have been without his heroic act. He is so hot on Facebook now, look at his picture on facebook.
He could have hurt himself bad from the fire, but he was daring. The terrorist was holding in his hand between the legs something that was burning. And Jasper Schuringa was lunging himself to grab the stuff and the fire was put off.
He told that the terrorist was dazed, as he was preparing to kill himself and the rest of the people on board. It’s really scary, but the man show us not to panic, and take immediate action. If he was like the rest, there could be no more flight 253, and the passengers could be another of those innocent people killed by terrorism.
Thank you Jasper Schuringa for saving the day.
Well, these couple of days I have been battling with the flu virus.I have been exposed to the virus in numerous times as my kids was having it, but I remain strong until last weekend when after visited a hospital, my condition deteriorate.
Suddenly, my immune system gives way to the virus. I keep pumping in the vitamin C at about 300mg a day. No help, as it’s too late. But I didn’t want to give up. I went to the herbal medicine shop to buy strong herbal remedy for influenza.
After taken 3 times in 1 day, I felt much better, but I was so sleepy, that I missed out to update this blog yesterday. I finished the herb pills and was ok, but the virus seems to be still lurking around.
I still get a few hundred mg of vitamin C, so hope it can help to alleviate this sickness.
Pre-programming in our younger years are inevitable. Bad programming will really hold us back from doing anything which will lead to success. By eliminate this early age preprogramming one can achieve enormous success.
I know I have many early traumas which lead to development of the person I am today. One that really hold me bad is the fear of the loss of money.
What happened was, when I was young at the age when I was graduated and was started working, I began quickly develop habit to save money. When I saved about 5k that time, I met someone who promised to double or triple my saving. So, I was thinking about 15k, and that time I was very naive.
I sent to that person the money I earned hoping to gain back 15k, but after couple of days the person was no way to be located or contacted. I was searching and was in vain. I realized I was cheated and conned.
This experience programmed into my mind associating my bank account balance to losing the money. Everytime, when my account reached 5k, I will quickly spend it or do something with it. Because of so scared of history repeat again, I was always not able to save money.
This is really bad, and it is not easy to alter or change this mentality. Everytime I thinks of how my money might lost.
Now that I have identify the root cause of my behaviour. I will be able zoom into it and cure it. But it is not going to be easy, it might even be me needing to take counseling or enrol into programme to cure it.
Meanwhile I am doing this whenever I received my income, which is to quickly transfer it out to another account (which I seldom access) and it will autobuy trust units from the bank and grow my saving. This is the least I can do in order to protect it and I have an agent to help to manage it.
At least I can trust her to manage it and only once a while I will review it. Although this does not solve my fear, at least it’s a plan to avoid spending all of my earning.
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